living alone

06 jan 2026, 8:55am

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moved in to my dorm yesterday. could barely sleep last night (too anxious)

this is my first time living alone (sort of, i still have my roommates) but it still feels weird ,, i barely talked to my roommates because im too scared. they ignore me going in and out of my room most of the time anyway. i wish i could talk to them more but its hard to muster up the courage to, and even if i did what the hell would i say lol ( >Д<;)

im on free period now which will probably be my first and last true "free" period, because i expect a lot alot of work soon. i have art after this and im sort of nervous because i'm very behind on progress. i forgot to bring my laptop out too so i decided to write this blog on my phone while i still have the time. within the week i'll probably prioritise my schoolwork and wont update the site in a long while, and i dont expect my motivation to be high during the term break either.

hope i'll be able to make some friends in my classes soon, im getting a little anxious even though i've only been here a day. being a new student is tough :(

i put posters up in my room :3 hopefully i'll get more

i really cant imagine spending another 2 ish years in here, but hopefully i'll be able to get fully settled in soon. this is an entirely new experience for me ( ;∀;)

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